Same book, but on different pages.



Sometimes I wonder why I even bother caring so much about someone who probably doesn't even care that much about me.

Why do I allow myself to go through this again and again?

When will I learn?

Maybe I should stop caring just a little bit. you know... to protect my own heart.

I'm not asking much from you, except for just maybe show a little bit of appreciation. It's not that hard, and it won't cost you anything.

Maybe next Tuesday is a mistake. But I don't think I can cancel it now.

"Why make someone a priority, when you're only an option"


Comments

  1. mizzshainaAugust 18, 2013 at 11:39 PM

    i used to ask myself that question all the time too.. and u're right, sometimes we choose to stop caring in order to protect ourselves from hurting..

    love (any kind) sure can make a fool out of us all huh?

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  2. mizzshainaAugust 18, 2013 at 11:40 PM

    i used to ask myself that question all the time too.. and u're right, sometimes we choose to stop caring in order to protect ourselves from hurting..

    love (any kind) sure can make a fool out of us all huh?

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  3. RKAAugust 19, 2013 at 8:32 AM

    Sarah,

    It's amazing how something that is supposed to make us happy is also the thing that makes us miserable too kan? Maybe I'm doing it wrong?

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