Can I be somewhere else please
I know I am supposed to be grateful with all the blessings that Allah has given me. But today I feel like I want to get some things out of my chest. I'm only human. So here goes. I hate that it takes more than an hour to reach a place that is only 10 mins away I hate the traffic jam I hate how crowded it is I hate how people park their cars in front of people's houses I hate how hot it is I hate that I don't get to spend more time with my baby I hate that work > family I hate that my family is not here I hate that I cannot turn on the fan in the dining area when I have dinner I hate that I don't feel comfortable there I hate the smell of cigarettes I hate that she is not taking good care of herself and nobody cares to do anything like force her to see a doctor or stop letting her have sugary food I hate that I cannot be myself when I'm there I hate that I have to pretend I hate that you used to lie to me I hate that I have to forgive you and move