Unpacking Life -

QUESTION! If, IF, for example you are engaged to be married and your fiance just told you she got a new job offer close to where you are, would you call her to congratulate and ask her how she feels about it? Would you OFFER to help her with anything that she might need help with? For example, offer to show her around this new place she's moving to because you've been there longer? Ask her about her moving plans and if you could help her with the move?  My answer would be yes to all of the questions above.  Sadly, that's not yours.

Ask me About my day About my dreams About my plans Ask me If I'm okay If I'm feeling fine -It's not that I'm not grateful for everything that you've done. But like I told you many times before, it would be nice if you actually show that you care. I just received a job offer today and you haven't asked anything about it tonight. It kind of makes me sad. I'm about to make one of the biggest change in my life and you act like it's nothing special. I hate to tell you what I want all the time... Sometimes I want you to just know. 

Goodnight and goodbye.

I read this quote when I was browsing through my twitter timeline: "If you have to put someone else down to make yourself feel better, you are the one with insecurities" Couldn't agree more.

I seriously do not like to pester you everyday to do things because I know you don't like that too. But we don't have that much time anymore. Please take this seriously. You need to wake up please. I can't tell you what to do each time in order for you to do it.  Very frustrated to be honest.

60 days till the big day. Excited and nervous at the same time. InshaaAllah if everything goes according to plan, I'll be a wife to A soon.  Last night he helped me fill in the Borang Permohonan Kebenaran Nikah  and suddenly it felt so real. Seeing his name and details on the Pasangan  section made me realise that this is really happening soon. Of course I am aware that I have no way of knowing what will happen within this 60 days and after that, but I pray everyday that God will make this process easy for us, Amin. I'm a bit sad that two of my closest friends will not be able to attend my wedding because one's in the UK and the other is in Scotland. :( Thank goodness that Jo and Hidayah will be with me during my special day, InshaaAllah.  So far I'm 1/4 done with wrapping the doorgift for the guests. I think I'll be able to finish it within 2 weeks.  I need to email the photographer the details of that day tomorrow. I left A in charge of the we