34 weeks.
34 weeks. So very tired. Baby is getting so heavy. Scared and excited at the same time.
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2015 thus far.
2015- it's going to be a big...no...huge year for us (my husband and I). InshaaAllah we're expecting this little one to come out in a couple of months. I pray that it will be a smooth birthing experience for me and the baby. I have to admit, I was a wreck yesterday (still am today). I couldn't stop thinking about the day and I'm so afraid that I'll mess everything up. I know I'm supposed to be positive and all that but hey this is my first time and of course I'm going to be all anxious and scared. There's just so much to do and prepare and I haven't done all of it. My hands are starting to swell. The left hand is only swelling but the right hand is swelling and in pain. AJ has been massaging it day and night for the past couple of days but it is still painful. I have been in an awful mood and I feel really bad because he has to take it. Yesterday I couldn't stop crying on his shoulders because I felt so guilty. He was still so nice to me e