I guess I'll post this anyway

Tonight is my last night sleeping at home, in my room, on my bed. Starting from tomorrow, I'll be going to a new place, starting a "new" life, and hopefully it will be a good experience. I look forward to go especially because Jo is coming with me. It is definitely less scary when you have someone with you :)

I'm definitely going to miss:

1. A. I know we've only known each other for only about two months...but I love having him in my life. It's not complicated at all... I enjoy texting him all day... I know I may be reading too much into what this really is...but so far, yes, I am happy. I have no idea how he feels or what is on his mind... and frankly speaking, I am very scared to know, and I probably don't want to know. What we have now is already good...so I'd like to stay this way for now. I can just pray that this will lead to something even more beautiful. If not, well, at least I haven't told him how I feel... (I don't know why and how I seem to be able to keep my feelings known to him...this is so not me. I'm usually the straight forward type...maybe this one is special?)

To A, I hope that even though we'll be far apart, things will not change that much. You're one of the reasons I smile lately, and I would like to keep on smiling.

2. My family. I know this should be number one. But then, it doesn't matter which number I put this on, they  will always be in my heart. They can never get crossed out of this list. Mak, Ayah, Ayong, Abang, Nana... and ofcourse all of my extended family, I love you with all my heart. Thank you for all the endless support and I really appreciate each and everything that you've done for me. I promise I'll behave and study really hard until I get my Masters. Please pray for me!

3. Shufaiha, Zaty and Hidayah. Because I'll have Jo with me, so I don't think I need to list her here. Haha. But these three girls...I know I'm going to miss. They've been with me the longest and they are the closest ones to me besides my family. They basically know every detail about me, what I like and what I don't like, and I love them to bits :)

4. Kuning...and all the other cats that seem to make our house their home. Kuning, I am going to miss you baby. Get well soon and please don't get into fights with the other cats... You're not that young anymore boy. Just stay at our house and we'll feed you... You don't have to worry about being hungry ok :)

5. Spending time with Nana. She's my partner in crime... We do a lot of things together... Nana, study well okay, so that someday you will get the chance to study abroad... Love you so much! I'll take you shopping when I come back ok!

6. Having a car. Not having to worry about being late and stuff like. Hopefully the public transportation in Sydney is awesome (which I'm sure it is).

I think that's all for this post. I am getting tired of thinking of the things I'll miss. I should just enjoy life as it comes...

Ya Allah, please ease my journey... Amin.

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