Kifarah is real.

You know, seeing you get hurt twice (physically) this year is very very satisfying. Yes, it makes me very happy to see you get hurt (and I am not the cause of it). I wish it caused you permanent physical damage. 

Maybe it is God's way of punishing you for all the hurt you've caused me, and how messed up I've become because of what you did.

I hope your wife reads this too, serves her right for victim-blaming. 

If only you admitted & actually apologised for what you did to me, maybe I would have sympathised with you. But you didn't, so padan muka.

Don't get well soon ya!

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